Antipathy

'Follow your heart',
The saying goes,
My opposing's opposite is my comrade,
Making me loath,

The very part,
That should be my existence,
Instead created me a nomad,
Of endless persistence,

Looking to achieve,
The being of all I can be,
Dividing soul and spirit,
Like a river's broken levy,

Rushing to leave,
The very knowledge of happiness,
Wither I should enjoy or fear it,
In all it's greatness.

My antipathy!
My antipathy!
The soul at war with the heart,
Darkness driving the light apart.
Desires and lust hard driven,
Desecrating lovin', livin',
Wishing I could cry,
So my life, to me, would not be a lie.

Mirror, mirror on the wall,
Please lie to me,
Tell me of my life's exterior,
Tell me of the key,

Of where I could fall,
Into my own disillusion,
Of love and happiness,
Letting me draw conclusions,

Today is love,
Tomorrow is happiness,
And the future is full of life,
But through wariness,

I am given a shove,
Into a darkened pit,
Of hatred and strife,
Where the light was once lit.

My antipathy!
My antipathy!
The soul at war with the heart,
Darkness driving the light apart.
Desires and lust hard driven,
Desecrating lovin', livin',
Wishing I could cry,
So my life, to me, would not be a lie.

Money.
Desires.
Lusts.
These things are my conflict!
Driving me to divide my personality,
From what was created as perfect,
So I could have a sense of livability.

My antipathy!
My antipathy!
The soul at war with the heart,
Darkness driving the light apart.
Desires and lust hard driven,
Desecrating lovin', livin',
Wishing I could cry,
So my life, to me, would not be a lie.

Bring Me to Love

Looking past the night,
Looking past the Moon,
Never an oversight,
The feeling of love too soon,

Makes a sensation of hell,
That burns and consumes
The the darkest well,
And always presumes....

Bring me to Love,
The one that others know.
Bring me to Love,
So my feelings can flow.
Bring me to Love,
The one that I've been told.
Bring me to Love,
It's more precious than gold.

More than friendships,
More than money,
The desire for your lips,
I feel so lonely,

I turn to other objects,
To try to fill my emptiness,
Making them my subjects,
But they lead to lovelessness.....

Bring me to Love,
The one that others know.
Bring me to Love,
So my feelings can flow.
Bring me to Love,
The one that I've been told.
Bring me to Love,
It's more precious than gold.

Crying from deep within my soul,
I long for your embrace,
To raise me from this pandemic loll,
Lifting me up with truth and grace!

Bring me to Love,
The one that others know.
Bring me to Love,
So my feelings can flow.
Bring me to Love,
The one that I've been told.
Bring me to Love,
It's more precious than gold.